So I went to Pathways this past week and it was pretty intense. I am sure Poppy was wondering what the heck was going on.. so many emotions. But I finally feel emotionally stable and happy. I am ready to tell everyone I am pregnant. Taylor and I are going to start looking at houses this week. I am 22 in a week and a half and feel like I am growing up so fast. My stomach has been hurting today but at least I am not nauseous. I had a really really bad migrain again last week.. Hopefully those will go away. Other than that I have a "bump". Basically looks like I am bloated but cant suck in my stomach lol I thought it was pretty early to be showing but I looked on fb and saw other girls who has posted their bump pics and I am pretty average. I cant wait to go to the doctor in a week to see my little baby. Soon, we will find out the gender! I am excited about the gender cake party and of coarse Tara is excited to be in charge. I feel really calm about everything. Yesterday me and Taylor had a small disagreement about finances but he reassured me that everything would be ok. I just want us to be equal participants in this whole parenting process. Only time will tell. So far he's been really good. Especially with helping me around the apt. My fridge broke so we had to throw away everything. He threw out two trashbags full of nastiness, cleaned the freezer, floor and fridge, and cleaned the litter box! So lucky that hes helping me. He also cooked me dinner :) We start counseling on Monday so hopefully we can be even more on the same page. He says he doesnt have time for pathways right now because of all of his band stuff. I just want to make sure we have a good emotional connection, are open and honest, and have the same views, needs and expectancies for parenting. Hopefully all of this will be covered in counseling. Not sure what our therapist is gonna say yet but I am sure we will get good guidance. Anyway here is my bump picure!
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